i haf fantabulous sweet lovely darling precious and all the good adjectives u can find frens.. sometimes i wonder what i haf done to deserve such good frens....or whether i deserve such frens....despite all tt crap in my life, i feel really blesssed. i wld have crumpled without all these ppl w\o arnd me..ppl who love me so much n whom i love a lot also..haha..ppl who wld come all the way down frm rj just to listen to me rant...all four of dem...even though ppl look at dem as though dey r invaders of some sorts,..haha..just because i m feeling sad..n as i m typing i m tearing..call me emotional call me wadeva u wan...ppl who wld let me throw peanuts at dem just to make me laff..ppl who wld miss three buses just for me..ppl who wld play hide n seek wif me at tchs...n kick the cones on de road wif me..hahahha...ppl who still care so much for me even though we r like a few thousand miles apart./..ppl who still think of me n miss me...ppl who make stupid phonecalls for me..ppl who dun slp the whole night(or half slp) just to listen to me complain...u all know who u r: ) i have frens who compose music specially for me..fren who write poem for me..frens who hurt when dey see me hurt.... frens who really truly sincerely love me..so wad if i live in a crappy world..dey make everything worthwhile... i have frens who light up my life..n let me see the light at the end of the tunnel...i love jilyn, xiang, huilian, jo,huibin,xiutang, chen, chlo, yan, sher..sounds really cliched but honestly, no words can express wadeva i m feeling now..they always say true frens r those who wld stand by u when times r bad...n i haf so many who wld be there for me!!! n dey dun even mind..in fact they WANT to be there for me..to lend me there shoulders..deir time.,.wad more can i ask for???i shd be happy..for myself..for those who carefor me.. hahah..i haf a gd life...i just need to get over some crap first..2 weeks..
