eh now yan asks me to update..n i m updating..y m i such a nice n subservient fren? haha.. anw i haf been hafing "heavy" dream for 2 nights straight.. which explains my crappy mood swings n weariness n dark eye circles... pheng hui says i look gothic..hahha..like wadeva? haha./.. anwmy drems r damn interesting..i think i can like just write story bks based on my dreams n make big bucks n quit sch lah.. dream on night 1: i dreamt tt for some weird reason there's like a golden brand of pork ribs n bronze brand of pork ribs..n my mum gaf me bronze n my sis gold!!?? n den there was magi mee..she gaf my sis curry flavour which is likle my fav flavour!!!n she gaf me some weirdo plain flavoured magi mee??!!!! like boo?!! (ok i think i dreamt of curry flavoured magi mee coz i was hafing dem at my cous's place..damn yummy..haha) den i dreamt tt she got wad fresh orange juice i n got dunno wad lousy orange juice..basically my mum was just being irriatting n i was DAMN PISSED....cliched as it may sounds..no words cld describe the wrath i felt in my dream lah...i was so pissed i started knocking things dopwn n being pissed...n my parents were trying to come up wif some lame excuses for their obvious favourtism(n how do u spell de word?)..even after i woke up i was still pissed wif my mum lah...(BLURRING OF BOUNDARIES BETWEEN DREAMS N REALITY!!!) damnit i feel like gothic lit is really dng smth to my life... hotel de dreame is such a "influential" bk i m influenced by it after i finished reading it like a few mths ago.. yah so anw, like wad most gothic writers love to do...i haf rationalised my dream..i was prob just hungry n pissed wif my mum for making me teach my sis some nonsensical stuff in de evening..haha night 2: i dreamt tt i was einstien..yesh...is tt how u spell his name? i cant eevn spell my name...i think einstein is my alter ego..he's everything tt i wanna be but i cant..like i wanna be smart n haf a lot of white hair n look likev some kuku..haha..so anw i, being en\instein, was somehow stuck in WW2 and ppl were trying to kill me coz i m too smart..haha..yah...so i m trying to project out my alter ego by getting rid of him frm my subconciousness.... i dunno if this is considered as repression or suppression..coz i dunno if i m making a concious effort to get rid of my aletr ego..anw..i think most ppl wil,l think i m losing my brain n merely crapping by now..yah..gothic is all about de loss of sanity n reign of madness.say yay! o n other stupid dreams i dreamt of include...weimar republic vs hitler in sch during swimming lessons.. leekuanyew n gohchoktong offering to lend me their houses for my 16th bdae..haha..anw i think a lot of ppl will be reading my blog now..coz i added "leekuan yew" n "goh chok tong".. and so when ppl search for their names, dey will be directed to my blog, thinking it;s some political website or smth..haha..
haha... so yah... i hafnt been slping well!!!crappo..i shall like try n slp well tonight...yay!!!
